Unresearched Questions

I've been pondering this since last night, and I haven't gone to Scripture yet to figure it out, and I know that if I go to Scripture God will answer, but I'm human and slightly stubborn, so I think I'm going to ponder a little longer.

In my women's bible study, somebody mentioned that when we get to heaven we will be presented with two types of books: the book of life, which if we are a believer, our name will be written in it and we'll be saved. Then there's the book of sins we have committed. Ever. Every single thing. And we are going to be judged on that and held accountable to all of that. But then doesn't that conflict with what Jesus did? The blood stained cross washing away my sins and turning them from crimson to white as snow? And what about God forgiving and forgetting as soon as we ask for such?

Is this a one or the other answer or the two of them are intertwined? I'm confused. I need to go to scripture with this. 

Todays picture is a picture of my bedroom.

 It is cluttered, and that's only half of it. Admittedly, I've always been a cluttered person, but now it's driving me crazy. My car is cluttered. My trunk is cluttered. My kitchen. My bathroom. My living room. My bedroom. My bookshelf. My bag that I carry everything around in. My purse. My life. I long for the time and energy for when I can de-clutter everything. I can't do it over a few days...I'm an all-or-nothing cleaner. If I stop I won't finish and I'll be back to clutter. If it weren't 12:10 and I didn't have to be up at 6 I would look for symbolism in this and how it relates to my relationship with God and others...