Long awaited week

Since February I have been looking forward to this week because it is my Rawhide interview/stay. I am feeling so many things. My mind is anxious/freaking out, my heart is at peace. I feel it's a war between God (my heart) and the world (my mind) where the world keeps telling me that this isn't going to work out and I need a back up plan and I'm too confident. But I really feel God telling me this is it. BAHHH!